Tired and Loving Every Minute

Kendra and Kaleb Visit

 Kendra and Kaleb came to visit the Sunday after we came home from the hospital. They didn't get to stay long but they each got to meet August and they brought lunch for us. 

Being Induced and Meeting August

      Knowing I was going to be induced and could soon come home with a baby made me excited and a little nervous. I hoped nothing would go wrong in those final days and hours waiting to meet August. I was also nervous of the thought of being induced but then worried of what could happen if I waited too long. I just didn't trust being pregnant and wanted to bring my baby home with me this time.
       I didn't sleep the night before being induced, probably not a great start but it was strange to know that I was going to meet my baby soon. Keenan and I went to Mary Greeley at 6:30am, ready to get started.  We got checked in and by 7:30, Dawn, our midwife, was in to break my water. This was not as unpleasant as I thought it might be. At this point I was about 4 cm dilated. Then we started walking laps around the floor to try to get labor started. Every half hour they checked my blood pressure and the baby's heart rate to make sure we were both doing okay. By 11:30 I still wasn't having consistent or hard contractions, so we talked it over and decided to do a very low dose of pitocin just to get things moving. Things got moving really fast, I went from medium and uncomfortable contractions at 6 cm to having a baby within 2.5 hours. I always feel like I am making it up, it couldn't happen that quickly, but sure enough that mind numbing pain was correct - I was 10 cm. I was ready to get him out and for the pain to stop.  Dawn arrived shortly, minutes after delivering another baby, calm and ready to help talk me through pushing. I am always stumped as to how I am supposed to push what feels like a watermelon out of me. Dawn helped me to focus on how to push in a way that was the most effective.  I didn't even tear - I guess midwives really are superheroes!
      Then there he was, beautiful and amazing and a boy. I love the surprise.  He didn't cry immediately, but he soon started a beautiful cry and we enjoyed some skin to skin before they weighed and measured him.
     This hospital stay was a little different as they were working on the outside of the building right outside our room.  The usual hospital sounds and crying newborns were mixed with hammers, saws and men shouting. Not the most relaxing recovery but we had our baby boy and he was doing really well.  We were just extra ready to leave after he passed all his tests: hearing, jaundice, etc. Then... the power was knocked out on the floor and they couldn't print our discharge papers, so we waited. After relearning how to use the baby car seat off we went and then... someone rear ended us at the main entrance before all of us were even in the car. Sigh. Everyone was fine and we did eventually make it home and I felt so much more relaxed to be in my own space and home with Riley and Keenan (and now August).

Finding A New Rhythm

    Riley and I had a routine that was pretty set most days. Now it's time to develop a new one. It was nice to have Keenan home for a while to spend time with him and to have him share in the work. In the first week a newborn sleeps very little during the overnight hours so Keenan started holding August after a feeding and staying up late while I got a few hours of sleep. Luckily most nights now he is sleeping a little between feedings. Riley had so much fun with Keenan home during the day. They would play dress up and run around like a couple of nuts. I was typically feeding August - he never misses a meal!
   Our friends and family have been so wonderful. Thank you for all of your kindness and many warm meals and for wanting to celebrate with us. We are so happy and feel very fortunate to have brought our healthy boy home.
   Riley likes being a big sister, she likes to help get things for August and to give him hugs.

August had his 2 week appointment yesterday and he is doing great. He already weighs 8 lbs 10 oz (almost 1.5lbs over birth weight), so we may have a fat baby on our hands at some point! We are happy he is doing so well.

Keenan making brownies with Riley and August, what a superdad!